Depression is so insidious, a dark oil that seep into the mind, body & soul. Like crude oil on a lens, it coats everything we view. Since our entire being, our thoughts, feelings and actions, are viewed through that lens, our lives become distorted and our brains cannot decipher what it is we need. We get locked inside ourselves. Seeing only the darkness, feeling only the slime. Each day losing a little more of ourselves to the dark oil. Moving slower and slower until we are completely bogged down. Those of us caught in that bog can start to believe that the only way out may be death. It can kill us. Getting and keeping a handle on it can literaly be a matter of life and death.
God Bless you and keep you,
Bette
Current DX: Inflammatory Ostearthritis (apparently this is not an oxymoron), IBS, Fibro.Current Meds & what they are for: Plaquinil (arthritis)Triamterene/Hctz (decrease water retention), Dicyclomine (IBS), Ropinirole (Restless Leg), Lexipro (AntiDepressant), Allopurinol (Uric Acid Reducer), Lortab (Pain), Flexiril (Muscle spasms), Savella (Fibromyalgia), Omeprazole DR (decrease stomach acid), Naproxen Sodium (Anti-inflammatory), Omega 3 Fish Oil (anti-inflammatory), Super B-Complex, Concentrated Black Cherry (Uric Acid Reducer).